Why

Still I need to know,
Why did he part so soon?
We weren’t ready to say good bye,
Left behind the world mourns.
He still had so much to share,
Still so much to give
Did we push him to the limit?
If that’s it I hope he’ll forgive.
Why isn’t this pain easing?
Isn’t time supposed to heal our wounds?
It’s like he grabbed my heart
And won’t let go
I never thought I will outlive him
Even when I’m younger
Somehow I believed
That he will always be around.
There many lessons for all of us,
Thru his trials and tribulations,
Thru his pains and sorrows,
Thru his anguish and confessions
The way this world treated him,
But yet he remained so kind
Showing us love is the way,
Powerful force that our lives should guide
So many disrespected him,
And deprived others from appreciating,
The wonders and depths of his arts,
How he was so sweet, kind and gentle.
Not only praise him for his talent,
Not all the talent in the world,
Could balance out if he had,
Ever done things so wrong
If everyone could enjoy,
His talent without reservations,
Understand what he stood for,
And how he was all about love
The first time in my life,
I ever really felt my heart,
Was as he touched my soul,
Just by listening one of his song
His controversial life might be over,
But his music will outlive us all.
How can any of us forget?
The voice of our heart so clear and strong
Whenever I think of his kids
How they need him so much
I will love to have him back
So they can have their dad
Even if that means that
I’ll never get to know where he’s at.
I will love to know
That he’s somewhere raising his kids.
That’s the way it should have been.
Even though I feel so sad
I know that I’m not alone…
For he’s always in my mind
In my heart and in my soul.

By: Jessica